My carton is missing,

 I just bought a carton today but now it's gone missing, wtf is going on? I looked all over places but really it's gone. And I saw a pack over my bag which I didn't put it there. I remember I put it on the couch. The whole time it was there then maybe when I walked out to get the pipe , then it maybe disappeared. Something about when those times I been so alone and it's the Tina that I said is my friend then now Im having trouble over that melody Nile. Coz I remember I been shrieking and so high intense saying "where is it?!" By means I can't really lose out to enjoy the Tina omg I had a problem of big paranoia and no trust, that's why maybe I am fooled over that one year alone and it's still haunting me coz fuck the nights on here. It's the thing that makes me live like there's nobody home really, all alone and beliefs in self. Well thank you, at least there's a pack left in my bag. Geeez... when I went out to look over the car, it's still not there then I went straight to Ana's then as I was saying my carton is missing and fuck man. I asked Ana if she was in the laundry room then Lee pat me saying it's Dorris, lol whatever man. Im too deaf to communicate so please no doubt omg kaya pwede ren, it's positive that no matter how, when in doubts, God can't accept you.